A peck of spring

These past couple of days have been a tease of what is to come in a couple months. It is has been been warm and yet tomorrow it is going to be only 29 degrees. Life is like weather, you never know what is coming no matter how hard you try to predict it ahead of time. I know I have done a lot of things that I have to answer for and I try to do a lot of good as well when I can. Sometimes it gets to be too much though. When I think about the bad vs. good on a scale I am sure at times it seems like the bad outweights the good. I am not a bad person in general but I have a lot to answer for. I am making some changes that are for the good but the steps are slow and takes time. It is hard to go slow but at times I realize it is for the best. I have so many things that I need to change in my life and what I do, I just wish I had the right support system to help me along. I think that is what is the most important thing is not having the right support system. In many ways I do not need someone to help me but I wish at other times I did. I do not mean having a man, it could be a good friend as well. I do have two good friends but I do not open myself up to them. I am not sure why but I don't and I have realized I hate my day good. I am burned out working at that daycare. I need to be somewhere else. I really want to be in the classroom at some point. I think I am tried of working for the people I work for but yet they paid my insurance and I feel stuck there. Once I am done with school next December I will have more doors open for me in the work field but it seems a long way off from now. Well it is Sunday and I have a lot to do so for now it is good bye and Does anybody care? Laura