Looking Things Over

When I go back and read what I wrote, I can see where I am really depressed and when other days are not so bad. Today I feel okay, I am smiling and doing just fine. I think about events and realize that I can't let those events run my life. I feel their pain as if it were my own but I have to realize it is not my pain. It is just hard not to feel for others. I feel their pain and I want so much to take it away, to make them happy once more. In the long run I am making myself more unhappy by this. I hate the thought of families hurting over a loved one gone or just not with them for what ever reason. Okay so let's talk about happier things. Here in Ohio it is very cold but sunny for the moment. I love days like this when I can stay home and enjoy watching the snow fall or blow around. But I am at work for the moment, and at least I have a smile on my face. Later I am going to pick up my son from his oldest sister's house. We may go to a movie or just try and do something together. He is 13 so it can be hard to find things to do together that he likes. Tomorrow I am going to go to the Art museum and I will try and get Joey to go with me. I love looking at the old art and capture the thoughts and process that the artist were thinking about. From there maybe Joey and I will get some lunch, a place we have not visited before. I would love to go somewhere new and different. All this is planned depending on the weather. If it snows like crazy than we stay home, I do not like to drive in the snow. Well I am going to end this on a positive note. Smile it makes the day brighter. Does Anyone Care Laura