Dreams

Dreams are something we hold on too. They express our desires, hopes, wants and yes even needs. I dreams something last night that in my deepest darkest spot, I want a new life. The dream was somewhere in the country with horses and a country fair. There was a man and his family in it(brothers and sisters). I had someone that I thought was a friend but not sure, and of course I was trying to get this guy to understand it was him I wanted and none of the extras, if that makes since. There was more of course such as a twister in a thunderstorm and a weird guy thinking he was batman. ( I didn't eat anything before I went to bed!). What I think the dream means at least to me is finding the right guy and the chances I have lost in getting that guy. I have picked the wrong ones thinking they were the right ones but I know better know. I dream a lot and love dreaming, it shows me how things could have been and something what will come indirectly I think. Sometimes I wish I could do nothing but dream but I realize then I would be commited to a hosiptal if that happen. Don't get me wrong I love my children but wish I picked the right path in life and not the wrong one at times. It is Thanksgiving today, what are you thankful for today? What I think about it and all the death that happen the past two weeks, it is simple I am thankful for being here still. That God has given me life still and does not need me yet and hopefully not for a long time. Give thanks not for what you don't have or need but just being here still. Does anybody care? Laura