Yes I had my birthday this month, it was no big deal. My son took me out to dinner, to Brown Derby. I enjoyed it very much. It was a good night for all of us. I have been fighting the winter blues and feel like I am winning that war. I am a lover of snow but it has been too much this time. I want to feel the warmth of the sun, not hot though. I will be glad when spring really comes. I feel as if it is the time that I am going to make some changes this year. I have applied for a new job that I am hoping to get. It is a new direction for me and would make all the hard work of school seem like it has paid off for me. I finished my master degree. I am excited and yet I still can't believe I have done it. If you would have asked me about school as a teen I would have looked at you like you were crazy. At that time I dreamed of a picket white fence and several children running around. I wanted to be a stay at home mom. I have since found out that I do not like to stay at home and I love going to college.
Things have not always gone the way I had hoped or planned. My daughter is in serious trouble and my son is working through teenage emotions. I know I am going to make it but it has it's bumps in the road at times. I ask God why and without waiting for his answer I keep going and maybe that is the answer and never realized it until now. I am strong but at times I have a break down or two. I do not let the devil have his day. I am going to make those changes for both myself and my son. Does Any one care?
