Where does the road lead to now

I am truly at a cross roads right now. I know deep within my heart what I need to do and yet I am not sure what holds me back. I fear this is not only hurting me but it is hurting my son as well although he hides it well. I need to get rid of the wrong that is in our life and that is my husband. Let's be honest, he does not deserve that title and really never has. He has hurt this family in the same manor that he had did with his first family. He will not change and I need to get away. I need to get the strength up like I did before and move on and start fresh once again. I just hate being with him and no I am not feeling sorry for myself. I know I what I have to do and I know no one could do it for me but only me. Does anyone care? Laura