Someone throws a rock in the pond

Well it has been longer than I would have liked to write something but life has a way of getting away from a person. On August 15th, I decided after not feeling well for a couple of weeks to go into the ER. Now I do not have insurance so I really had to think about it before I went in. I was lucky to say the least. If I had not gone in I would have been dead a day or two later. I have CHf, Congestive Heart Failure. I was shocked to say the least and my heart has weaken due to this and may not get back to the way it was when it was healthy. I must have had an angel watching over me(my grandmother I hope). I am not sure what really made me go in and what made me decide to stay either although the doctor recommended it because he was not sure what was wrong and needed more testing to find out. It has given me a scare and a great sense of being grateful to the life I have. It has opened my eyes and made me rethink what is important and what is not important in life. I want to live longer and see my children grow older and what becomes of their life. I want to do other things and explore what life has to offer me. I want to live. It is simple as that. I have a lot of rethinking about how I should live this life and let go of what is not important to me anymore. Great chances are coming, I am going to make them and I am going to live. Does anyone Care Laura