Changes

I do not like changes, that being said, I have to decide on a job offer that I receive today. It is better and I need it but I do not like having changes in my life. I am never sure what is going to happen when I get somewhere new and wonder if it the right fit for me. It would be something different and yet something I have been doing for a long time. I just have to think that is all. I did receive some great news, my dad does not have cancer. The doctors removed everything and he is good to go for the moment. That does not mean he has in the clear but better than we thought. I can't think about my dad not being here even though I know we all have a time to go. It is just made me realize how much I really love him and still as an adult need him. Life passes us by so fast that when you stop and look around you wonder how the hell did that happen so fast, where did the time go. I can remember sitting as a child thinking I can't wait to grow up, now I think about wishing I was still little again. Yes I have lots of do overs and changes I wish I could do but in the end that is what has made me and just want to take it slower in life. This post is a crazy one I guess with a little bit of here and there. Does anyone care? Laura